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im depressed. Lao guo leave le..
ytd we sent lao guo off at the airport. skyco and syco peeps. really wish he didn't have to go.. we used to take him for granted, thinking he will always be here for us. But now he's left us. Feel so lost. On thursday practices i'll always be like, huh.. lao guo coming..sian.. later kana scolded again.. but now, i'd rather he scold me at every practice than not teach us anymore. I miss his jokes, his scoldings, his everything. His words of advise, like telling us to practice at home and that seng kang can make it. He didnt mind doing stupid things to make us laugh and enjoy ourselves but all we did was to make him angry and disappointed at practices by not performing well. what's more, he'd be gone for 2-3 years. By that time i would no longer be able to be taught by him. i really can't imagine another conductor taking his place. i'll keep comparing him and lao guo..I'm sorry, lao guo, for all the things we have done to make u angry. We'll always love u.
But then.. i wish guo lao shi all the best as its a really great opportunity for him in furthering his music career. Jia You lao shi ! wo men hui deng zhe ni hui lai !!

++ I crashed at peixin's for the night.