I've still not gotten used to the fact that she's really gone but things are getting better now. Thanks to those who sent me messages to cheer me up. I appreciate them. :)
Well, school started this week. Advanced CAD & Intro to Counseling Psychology. That's my cds. AdCad drained the hell outta me. Psych has been okay. Our lecturer's nice. :)
Have loads to blog about and pictures to upload but I'm still in school so that'll have to wait. Internet connection at home is sucky. Stupid modem. :(
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Friday, October 23, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
It's horrible missing someone so badly.
I really miss you so much.
The time I spent with you at your house, what you said to me at the hospital, they keep replaying in my head.
I promised to make you a blouse so that you could wear it when you were discharged. Emerald green, you wanted. You won't be able to wear it anymore.
Rest In Peace. I love you.
阿妈, 我很想你.
I really miss you so much.
The time I spent with you at your house, what you said to me at the hospital, they keep replaying in my head.
I promised to make you a blouse so that you could wear it when you were discharged. Emerald green, you wanted. You won't be able to wear it anymore.
Rest In Peace. I love you.
阿妈, 我很想你.
Monday, October 19, 2009
It's still hard to accept she's gone. I can't believe it. It all happened so quickly.
I was at the wake at her void deck last night. I remembered so many things, especially when I was younger. How we used to feed the pigeons together with bread crumbs. How she used sit and watch while I learnt how to rollerblade. She brought me to Macdonalds although her legs ached.
I went up to her house to change into the funeral clothes. Her armchair looked so empty without her sitting in it. Her clothes were all packed up on her bed. She won't be sleeping there anymore.
It was just a month ago when she was alive and well. I visited her the day before she passed away. She was sleeping. I doubt she even knew I was there.
I won't be able to hug her again as I always do when I say goodbye to her.
I miss you so much grandma.
I was at the wake at her void deck last night. I remembered so many things, especially when I was younger. How we used to feed the pigeons together with bread crumbs. How she used sit and watch while I learnt how to rollerblade. She brought me to Macdonalds although her legs ached.
I went up to her house to change into the funeral clothes. Her armchair looked so empty without her sitting in it. Her clothes were all packed up on her bed. She won't be sleeping there anymore.
It was just a month ago when she was alive and well. I visited her the day before she passed away. She was sleeping. I doubt she even knew I was there.
I won't be able to hug her again as I always do when I say goodbye to her.
I miss you so much grandma.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Happy Birthday ANG SWEE YEE. Hope you had fun. Loves. :D
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Social House was fucking crazy last night.
And I thought it was boring the other time I went.
Me, Tree, Sandra, Yvonne, and friends. I can't remember their names la. Paiseh. :x
Police raid in the middle of the night. "Routine check", they called it. Everyone had to get out.
PARTY POOPERRRR. Wasted almost an hour.
But it was an awesome night nonetheless. :)
And I thought it was boring the other time I went.
Me, Tree, Sandra, Yvonne, and friends. I can't remember their names la. Paiseh. :x
Police raid in the middle of the night. "Routine check", they called it. Everyone had to get out.
PARTY POOPERRRR. Wasted almost an hour.
But it was an awesome night nonetheless. :)
Saturday, October 10, 2009
As said, I went out with Gabby & Ashley yesterday! Went to Iluma and we caught Fame which was quite good. Talented people. It's always nice to see people immersed in what they love and do best. Performing arts ftw! :)
Oh, and we stuffed ourselves silly with popcorn.
Shopped around for a bit in Iluma and Bugis Street, had snacks since we couldn't manage dinner then popped down to Clarke Quay. Walked around for a while then went to Helipad for drinks.
Saw Peixin on the way home. Turns out she was at Clarke Quay too. ;)
Hazel's Birthday Celebration. Wednesday, 23rd September.
Oh, and we stuffed ourselves silly with popcorn.
Shopped around for a bit in Iluma and Bugis Street, had snacks since we couldn't manage dinner then popped down to Clarke Quay. Walked around for a while then went to Helipad for drinks.
Saw Peixin on the way home. Turns out she was at Clarke Quay too. ;)
Hazel's Birthday Celebration. Wednesday, 23rd September.
Me & Yuki at Attica!
Haha Grace. It's a facade.
Kisses from the birthday girl. :D
They iz inside the smoking room, smokin'
We iz outside camwhoring. :)
Some bouncer gave me passes for the next day but I had no use for them. ==
Alright. Gonna be absorbed in my book for a couple more hours, visit Granny then I'll be off to meet Tree!
Btw, Happy Birthday Evy dear ! :D
Oh and you know what. I need my camera to come back to me pronto. Or better yet, some dough to get another one. :(
Oh and you know what. I need my camera to come back to me pronto. Or better yet, some dough to get another one. :(
Friday, October 09, 2009
I guess my granny really knows how to enjoy life.
I was at the hospital on last Friday again to take care of her. She refused to eat the porridge that the nurse brought for her. Then my aunt came a while later with home cooked porridge and bird's nest. She asked granny if she wanted porridge. She shook her head.
Then she said, " 燕窝 leh? (How about bird's nest?)".
Granny looked at it for a while then nodded. Lol. Buay tahan.
And speaking of which, some of the nurses in the hospital are really screwed up.
They ran out of larger sized shirts so they tried to squeeze my granny into a smaller one. As in forced it on really roughly. Hello ? She's in damn fucking pain as it is and she can't move herself.
The stupid drip leaked and it got kinda bloody so we requested to have it changed. Took forever to get it done. I repeatedly went up to ask for it but they kept saying they told 'them' already. Basket.
The patient opposite gran apparently fell down cos they didn't mop the floor properly. She was supposed to have been discharged but because of that accident she had to go for another op. Well done man.
I was at the hospital on last Friday again to take care of her. She refused to eat the porridge that the nurse brought for her. Then my aunt came a while later with home cooked porridge and bird's nest. She asked granny if she wanted porridge. She shook her head.
Then she said, " 燕窝 leh? (How about bird's nest?)".
Granny looked at it for a while then nodded. Lol. Buay tahan.
And speaking of which, some of the nurses in the hospital are really screwed up.
They ran out of larger sized shirts so they tried to squeeze my granny into a smaller one. As in forced it on really roughly. Hello ? She's in damn fucking pain as it is and she can't move herself.
The stupid drip leaked and it got kinda bloody so we requested to have it changed. Took forever to get it done. I repeatedly went up to ask for it but they kept saying they told 'them' already. Basket.
The patient opposite gran apparently fell down cos they didn't mop the floor properly. She was supposed to have been discharged but because of that accident she had to go for another op. Well done man.
Home then to Xuan Jin's house for steamboat with my babes. :)
XJ & her sister LingHui !
Attempt at grilling beef & cheese!
She is awesomely cute. :D
Meh, been out almost everyday for the week. At least I wasn't staying at home rotting. :)
Work on Monday and Thursday. The team was awesome. We iz gonna go mambo night together!
Out to dinner with Darren, Dom & Amelia at Parkway Parade on Tuesday.
Day out with Gabby and Ashley todayyy. :)
Work on Monday and Thursday. The team was awesome. We iz gonna go mambo night together!
Out to dinner with Darren, Dom & Amelia at Parkway Parade on Tuesday.
Day out with Gabby and Ashley todayyy. :)
