Happy Birthday Calvin=)

But today aint a good day. cheer up guzheng ppl. Esp ailin and jan sonny. bu yao nan guo le .Promise me ur will smile okies? =)

I MISS MOMMY! Mommy's gone to HK and wont be back for 2 weeks. No hugs and kisses from mommy at night. =(

Tmr's GuZheng SYF so jia you people!! SKYCO'S the BOMB!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOMAYI SHIFU!
the shifu who taught me how to use vulgarities when i was in p5. lol x)

PAIN PAIN PAIN!! Stupid stinking eye infection! I think I got it from mommy cos she got it first. Damn painful can? Just now Fiona said something lame so I rolled my eyes at her and argh! the pain! oh yah, Fiona got it too..

I never thought I'll say this but I wanna go sch! I can't go sch today and tmr cos the doc says the stupid infection is contagious. Today nvr go sch at least can be considered taking a break. But 3 days at home, I'm gonna fa mei lah! And on Ann's birthday too.. =(

SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING.. X)

Nothing much happened this week.
Many people falling sick arh. ShiHan, Abbie, me and Kanages all didn't come to sch during the week cos we fell sick. So take care lah people =)

I'm sorry.. sorry that we didn't get gold as we promised. Sorry to the instructors who put in so much effort all these years. sorry to Zheng Lao Shi. Its only been a few months since he taught us but he's put in so much when he didn't have to, yet we disappointed him. And Guo Lao Shi. Before he left we promised to get a gold but..

Yesterday after our performance, I really felt we had a glimmer of hope, that we could do it but after hearing many negative comments I felt so dejected.

Then we went to SCH to get the results. It wasn't what we wanted.. we got a silver. And when I saw other schools who got a gold, cheering, I wondered why couldn't it be us? What went wrong? Many people said that it was good that could maintain a silver but it isn't enough for me.. Stepping down and knowing that we didn't do as well as we should..

3 silvers in a row. In sec 2, there was a second time for me but now, there's no second time.

I've been dreading SYF day, not just because of the competition but it also marks the end of my time with SKYCO. Why does time fly so quickly.. after so many months of practice, the SYF is gone in a flash. No more practices with Chen lao shi, no more da zu. No more performance. Part of the reason i liked going to school was because i could look forward to having CO practices after school but there won't be any more..

4 years gone by so quickly. Still remember when i first joined.. When i first met chen lao shi. She was so cute. This small petite lady with a cute haircut. She used to have this 'tail' at the back of her head.. and her signature accessory is the scarf around her neck. Haas.. She's always so patient with us and no matter how suckish we are, she never flared up. She gave me a lot of encouragement and taught me so much. I remember, when I didn't sell all the tickets to spco's concert and had to pay a hundred bucks, she helped me pay half of it.
Really hate disappointing her. During the previous syf when we also got a silver, it was because of the disappointment i heard in her voice that i cried. Didn't dare to call her this year cos i was scared of what she would say..

Then there's Zheng Lao Shi.. He's a really great guy. I heard how he can really flare up at students but he never really did so to us despite us repeatedly making mistakes. He's helped us so much though he only taught us for such a short time. Helped us get new instruments, new costumes, and always encouraging us not to give up.. But we didn't even manage to give him a practice with full attendance until the last practice before syf..

And Guo Lao Shi. Thanks for making us crack up at ur jokes. He was always making funny actions and using Hokkien to make us laugh. Even during 2005's syf, up on stage he made us laugh. I'll always remember his"HOR YI SI!" and on cultural night.He gave us so much encouragement too.. Even when we got silver for that syf, he didn't scold us but told us to try again. That it was okay and told us to bu yao ku.. Before he left for Switzerland, we even promised him that we'll get a gold..
Why do we have to disappoint all these instructors when they place so much hope and trust in us?

Thanks Co for all the memories I had during these 4 years. It really brightened up what would have been a dull school life. Thanks to all the instructors too, for putting in so much effort in us. I'm just sorry we couldn't live up to your expectations..