Concept concept concept.
Every bloody god damned thing has a concept.
I have a concept.
But the way I look at it is so superficial.
I'm stuck.
Delve deeper. But HOW?
& I'm fuckin tired. Sewing the 4 garments is like a never ending chore. I go to school in the morning all bright and fresh and I come home stony faced. :(
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
I confess.
I have a potty mouth. I've had one since I was Primary Five. Just that it was well kept under wraps when I came home.
Not that my mom cares now even when I let the occasional 'fuck' slip out of my mouth. I remember how she would stop us from even calling each other (Fiona & I) stupid cos 'we weren't that smart ourselves'.
I'm glad to have a Mom like mine. She's one of the most open minded mothers I know. There really isn't much I don't tell her. I could tell her I'm going clubbing for two days straight and she'd be like, "Okay." Provided that I don't have work/school early the next day, of course.
My mom iz coolz.
She said she'd rather allow us the freedom and know where we are going rather than have us lie to her. Which kinda makes sense.
"You would still go even if I said you couldn't, right?"
Tell me, which mum would ever tell you to "get a double bed (when we move in the near future) so that it's more practical when your boyfriend comes over at night?"
Or "I never expected you to be a virgin once you were over the age of 17/18. But if you ever do it, please use protection."
Or text "Have a good time tattoo-ing" to Fiona when she decided to get a tattoo on her ankle on her 19th birthday.
Or "I can't tell you not to smoke because I can't quit smoking either. Just limit yourself if you do, because it's not healthy."
Not many. Right? Right? Some might just tell their kids an outright no without further explanation. Which leads to the kid wanting to do it even more.
I cannot even imagine what my paternal aunt would do if she found out I party like hell. Probably give me the scolding of my life. Or call me everyday just to make sure I'm home by 8. (Yes, she does that sometimes. And I'm turning 19! ) Yeah, she's kinda traditional in that way.
So yep, to the best damn Mom in the world, Happy belated birthday. :)))
We had dinner on her birthday at Vivo at White Dog Cafe which has like the best salad, awesome prawn bisque and lovely battered shrooms. :D The desserts looked so luscious but we were too full to have any. :(
On a completely different note,
I want to dye my hair a honey golden brown. Whoots. :)
I have a potty mouth. I've had one since I was Primary Five. Just that it was well kept under wraps when I came home.
Not that my mom cares now even when I let the occasional 'fuck' slip out of my mouth. I remember how she would stop us from even calling each other (Fiona & I) stupid cos 'we weren't that smart ourselves'.
I'm glad to have a Mom like mine. She's one of the most open minded mothers I know. There really isn't much I don't tell her. I could tell her I'm going clubbing for two days straight and she'd be like, "Okay." Provided that I don't have work/school early the next day, of course.
My mom iz coolz.
"You would still go even if I said you couldn't, right?"
Tell me, which mum would ever tell you to "get a double bed (when we move in the near future) so that it's more practical when your boyfriend comes over at night?"
Or "I never expected you to be a virgin once you were over the age of 17/18. But if you ever do it, please use protection."
Or text "Have a good time tattoo-ing" to Fiona when she decided to get a tattoo on her ankle on her 19th birthday.
Or "I can't tell you not to smoke because I can't quit smoking either. Just limit yourself if you do, because it's not healthy."
Not many. Right? Right? Some might just tell their kids an outright no without further explanation. Which leads to the kid wanting to do it even more.
I cannot even imagine what my paternal aunt would do if she found out I party like hell. Probably give me the scolding of my life. Or call me everyday just to make sure I'm home by 8. (Yes, she does that sometimes. And I'm turning 19! ) Yeah, she's kinda traditional in that way.
So yep, to the best damn Mom in the world, Happy belated birthday. :)))
On a completely different note,
I want to dye my hair a honey golden brown. Whoots. :)
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Just got back home not too long ago.
Met Mad and Belle at Orchard Central after doing work at school. We made an impromptu decision to hit the clubs. Had dinner at some Jap restaurant (Wantami ? Watami? Idk.) first. Good food makes me a happy girl. :) Tonight was kinda fun cos we clubhopped around Clarke Quay. :D
Arena, Attica, Rebel, Zirca.
All that despite me making a promise to myself to rest well tonight so that I can concentrate on sewing tomorrow. Sigh.
I don't even know why I like partying so much. I think I was born with it. My mommy said I danced on tables in restaurants when I was a kid. HAHAHAHA. Attention whore.
Oh by the way, it's not cos of my parents and stuff that I keep partying. I just like to have fun. Hell, I don't even know how that got into my Dad's head. Kinda amuses me. Frankly, I don't really give a damn any more. It's between them and I just wanna wash my hands off the matter. :/
Okay need to sleep. Goodnight. :)
Met Mad and Belle at Orchard Central after doing work at school. We made an impromptu decision to hit the clubs. Had dinner at some Jap restaurant (Wantami ? Watami? Idk.) first. Good food makes me a happy girl. :) Tonight was kinda fun cos we clubhopped around Clarke Quay. :D
Arena, Attica, Rebel, Zirca.
All that despite me making a promise to myself to rest well tonight so that I can concentrate on sewing tomorrow. Sigh.
I don't even know why I like partying so much. I think I was born with it. My mommy said I danced on tables in restaurants when I was a kid. HAHAHAHA. Attention whore.
Oh by the way, it's not cos of my parents and stuff that I keep partying. I just like to have fun. Hell, I don't even know how that got into my Dad's head. Kinda amuses me. Frankly, I don't really give a damn any more. It's between them and I just wanna wash my hands off the matter. :/
Okay need to sleep. Goodnight. :)
Monday, September 13, 2010
I'm torn between taking the easy way out and being obligated to do the right thing. Of course, it's best to do the right thing. But talk is cheap. Doing the right thing is fucking hard at times.
Anyway, I'm now busy with the garments that my boss asked me and Yah Hoon to produce. Will be stuck in school from day to night. It definitely beats having to stay in the store though.
Work is a good way to beat the blues cos it distracts you. I think having too much sleep makes you feel like crap cos that was exactly what I felt this morning. It probably also had something to do with the weird depressing dream I had.
Don't ask me what cos I don't remember. I just woke up gloomy. I had to drag myself to school and the thought of the shitload of stuff I had to do made me even more depressed. But hey, when I really threw myself into it, it wasn't that bad after all.
Work is good for you. I'm just gonna keep telling myself that. :)
Anyway, I'm now busy with the garments that my boss asked me and Yah Hoon to produce. Will be stuck in school from day to night. It definitely beats having to stay in the store though.
Work is a good way to beat the blues cos it distracts you. I think having too much sleep makes you feel like crap cos that was exactly what I felt this morning. It probably also had something to do with the weird depressing dream I had.
Don't ask me what cos I don't remember. I just woke up gloomy. I had to drag myself to school and the thought of the shitload of stuff I had to do made me even more depressed. But hey, when I really threw myself into it, it wasn't that bad after all.
Work is good for you. I'm just gonna keep telling myself that. :)
