Ever wondered what ur past life's like? Fiona showed me this site which taught me to hypnotise myself and relive past memories. I told her scar-ly I was Pan Jin Lian. She said that I watched too much of the Shui Hu Wu Jian Dao. xp For those who didn't watch the show, its abt a undercover cop who has visions of himself as WuSong 900 years ago. Back to the hynotising thing. I dunno how true it is but I did see something. She told me to write it down anyway.

First u lay urself down on ur bed or something. Calm, breathe slowly. Then you imagine a white light enveloping urself. Its supposed to be a protective white light. It represents love and warmth. It protects you from unpleasant memories of your past. From ur feet, ur thighs, torso.. until it completely envelopes you. Say to yourself something like" Protective white light, protect me from unpleasant memories." A bit lame lah but that's what the guide says. Oh well.. Then you are supposed to see some sort of colour. I saw green. Shapes formed and disappeared. I started to get fucking scared can. My whole body got kinda numb.
But I didnt open my eyes. Then a greyish blueish white seeped into the green. Suddenly an image of a bald english guy with a beard flashed by. Seems like he was the bad guy. =.= Then I saw rather blurred images of this bunch of English ah peks with top hats and big bushy beards sitting at a wooden table in front of me. Like they were having a meeting. Behind them was a window which looked out to a road in old London. They were.. or rather we were in an English house. But everything seemed like it was taken in green. No other colours. It was very blurred.

Then the damn phone rang. Arghh! Maybe I was gonna see more stuffs. Like who i was , whether i was male or female. Maybe I was a fat English Lao Ah Pek with lots of $. =D. I dunno whether its true or its all part of my imagination. I tried to close my eyes again but there were too many distractions like the wind blowing against the window. Even Lao Tian Ye doesnt want me to know too much. Tian ji bu ke xie lou? LOL.