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Monday, October 19, 2009

{ posted by Michelle at 12:26 PM | 0 comments }
It's still hard to accept she's gone. I can't believe it. It all happened so quickly.

I was at the wake at her void deck last night. I remembered so many things, especially when I was younger. How we used to feed the pigeons together with bread crumbs. How she used sit and watch while I learnt how to rollerblade. She brought me to Macdonalds although her legs ached.

I went up to her house to change into the funeral clothes. Her armchair looked so empty without her sitting in it. Her clothes were all packed up on her bed. She won't be sleeping there anymore.

It was just a month ago when she was alive and well. I visited her the day before she passed away. She was sleeping. I doubt she even knew I was there.
I won't be able to hug her again as I always do when I say goodbye to her.

I miss you so much grandma.